Wednesday, August 4, 2010

When Things change..

There comes a point in your life from where things cannot get any worse. Accompanied cursed fate has changed many things in past two months. The effect was so severe that it isolated me from the world. It destroyed my sense of fear, worry, reality, relations, hopes and humor. The Only thing I did in past 15 days was thinking. Some people, I thought are the ones who will always give me a shoulder, were the first one who crushed me right under their feet, and some people whom I thought as "ready-to-dance-on-my -grave" were the ones who helped me in these critical situations. It's funny. It really is. The fact that I have to start everything from the scratch scares me. In one minute,I was secure and in next, insecure. Suddenly change has become enemy and I am trying to cling on to the past with dear life. I want to stop that moment when everything went wrong. But soon I realized past is drifting further and further away. Lying on bed, I feel like an idiot. My priorities have changed, my opinion about people has changed. But the storm inside is now settled. In one way, I have controlled my mind to think what I want to think. It is settled and the answers are now clear. I am still in the hope that sun will shine.

6 comments:

  1. Now u r acting pathetic!Where is the Mani who used to smile and crack joke even in extreme delicate situations?where is the Mani who is an optimistic?Where is the Mani who never allowed his mind to take control of his feelings?Wake up dude.The whole world out there is calling u.Bring him back!bring that rocking-kicking Mani back!please :(

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  2. hmm..he is right here!he just needs some time :)
    sorry for late reply.I had stopped blogging for a while

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  3. You've got a gist of my life here..

    You could do with some vocab improvement though.. Just being frank and honest!

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  4. I appreciate people pointing out my mistakes!Thanks.I will definitely work on it! :)
    just to get a hint,where did I go wrong? :O

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  5. Well for starters, every full stop should be followed by a space before starting a new line.. 'Cannot' is a single word, "Accompanied cursed fate and changes in my life have changed many things in past two months." doesn't make sense, for helping its called "giving me 'a' shoulder", and its called "give 'the' shoulder" when people refuse to help you. Its actually called "turn the cold shoulder"..

    This is just the first 8 lines. Need more?

    Sorry, but you asked for it! :)

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  6. Oh my ! Perfect! Yupe..need more :) I don't have this good habit of paying attention to minute details. But yeah, I am learning :) Thanks.

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